AprilBrokenHeart

You say that you're in pain? Funny, I don't see a wound You say you want to die? I doubt you'd even try The scars on my arms are hidden Yours are on display I drown in my own agony While you float above Yet they still come to rescue you And leave me there to die Because I'll never shout for help You have it all Yet act like you have nothing I have little Yet I'm still glad I have it You speak of the pain But I'm the one who feels it I need the help Yet you're the one who gets it I don't pity you, not anymore Go cry for attention I'm not giving you any

Plastic roses and shattered dreams All of these from Valentine's past My heart is bursting at the seams Just how long will this pain last? For two long years I've felt this way Yet I keep my feelings locked inside And now I'm alone on Valentine's Day Because of this love I try to hide Heart shaped boxes full of lies An "I love you" not meant for me Last night I killed my butterfly Because you and I will never be I love you, I will now say For I may not be here This Valentine's Day

What is this emotion? What is it like? Surely you must know For so many love you so The all loved you Yet you broke their hearts And every time when they asked why You just said, "It didn't feel right." Well guess what? I love you too But I'm smarter than the other few I know the games you play You say you like them, I've heard it too But in the end you turn them away All they ever did was love and care Yet all you did was give an icy stare And say, "I'm sorry, but I can't love you." So why must I love you too?

I was so stupid To think you would ever ...Love me A girl so ugly So awkward So weird How could I ever think You could be mine? A girl so beautiful So sweet So perfect Because you are Too good For me